problems...

I am having a problem for some reason with my paper that is due. I decided to alter the topic just so that I could get some ideas flowing. This it truly proving to be one of the most difficult assignments thus far. Panic I think will be setting in soon. Oh jeepers I do not want to loose my grade that I am getting.

Well this term is half over. I fear about my grades. I should not just yet. I am at a low A to a high B in my classes. I feel greedy I want an A for my classes. I want to make the dean's list. I am afraid of my comp class. To me it is so intimidating. I worry about citing things to perfection and yet messing up. I want an awesome grade that I would be proud of. When I was in high school I would not turn projects in because I felt they were not good enough. I worry about my past procrastination catching up with me again. I am scared that I am setting myself up for failure... I think this blogging is like therapy. HAHAHAHA.